Friday, June 09, 2006
things have not been really well for me these days..
flashbacks after flashbacks after flashbacks..
these flashbacks remind me of the past..
wad i did right and wad i did wrong..
in the past..everything was fun...
i remembered when we played pepsi cola at the court..
we didnt led our childhood memories faded away just like dat..
i still remembered i will always kill somebody in that game..
they all also name me the mastermind and the backstabber..
still got the dare...hee
still in my mind when sufi is dared to become a mr bean fan..
then he shouted "i love mr bean!!'
haha..then he shed into tears of shame..
but we got no hard feelings though..hehe
i am dared to have a candle light lunch with someone..
but i run away..hee..
then still got the valentines day thingy..
everyone got their own partner after the ballot..
then we go shopping together...
then we guys say its difficult to find gyrls stuff..
haishh..those were the days..
now..there are no more the big group..
no more pepsi cola..no more dares..
no more fun..
for me now,i got my probs too..
after realising that i did a mistake last time,
and causing ppl to be hurt..
i realise that what goes around really goes around..
but i hope she forgave me though..
now i think that i'll come back to be me again...
only me in my life..
i think that i dont want to hurt ppl anymore..
and dont want to be hurt myself..
but its okay...
i hope this step will make me feel more better..
yeah..i hope so..
ps:thank you for everything u've done for me..now i guess i'll come back to me now..as it will benefit..you n me..
goodybye; 4:28 PM
